Joanna - you are right, there is some resistance there! Sometimes I feel aware of it when I do have a little bit of time to play with and it crosses my mind that I should probably journal, but then I think "but I don't want to, and anyhow I don't have anything I need to 'out' at the moment" - which I know really is not true, as it's still driving me to eat, it's just that I am keeping whatever it is very deeply buried - must be something I'm subconsciously aware that it might be painful to face into.

Thank you for giving me that poke that says "come on, you know you are resisting getting into something" and "busting me" :)