Wow, I guess I wasn't ready to relate to this blog on April 12th (which ironically is my birthday!!) but I came across it today and it's exactly what I'm feeling today!! Recovery is bringing me a new life! The world is brighter, feelings are clearer, the little things in life seem so big and so wonderful! My clear mind has made me curious again! I want to test it and try to do things I wasn't even willing to think about doing 3 months ago (before treatment)! I am enjoying my family and friends again, and I want to know how they are doing instead of being so focused on how I'm doing. I want to embrace all that life has for me and I know I don't want to go back to the dark place my ED had brought me. There's a line in a song that strikes me “I'm looking for a high in the land of the living.” I know I still have work to do for my recovery, but for 3 months I've been wearing a bracelet that I made that says “trust the journey;” Well, now I'm ready to “Enjoy the journey!” Thanks for this blog......4 months ago :)