I don't think my personality has changed a lot except that I'm not as brave and outgoing as I used to be and I am afraid a lot. I still have my same friends -- a small circle of forever friends.
When ED was mostly in charge I felt confidentbut but as it progressed on I knew my body would give out at some point. In the beginning of recovery, I felt really flawed like I was a much lesser me. Now I'm starting to see that I am still who I've always been at the core. I just have a lot less confidence because I don't feel lilke I am totally out from under ED.
I think fear has changed me the most. Maybe I'll ask some of my friends what they think about who I am now and what if anything has changed. Maybe they will see it from a different perspective.
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