shh, I have not met a man like that yet

shh, I have not met a man like that yet....which makes me sad and hopeless that they exist. I don't think men are wired any other way. I know that sounds so negative, but it's truly the experience that I have had. I feel really low about this when I think about it. Usually if I can just move on and accept that my life will be better alone, and busy myself with other things in life, I am ok. My biggest problem is feeling that people look at me funny if I am not dating someone or married, as if to be thinking...whats wrong with her? Then I start thinking I should be skinnier or prettier. then everything goes south. Sorry I am being so negative, having a rough day...and I shouldn't have started this conversation or added to this post because I am in a very negative place right now, and this just brought me down further.