I feel like I'm not triggered that often

I feel like I'm not triggered that often or easily, but I do know what triggers me, and that's seeing really thin women. I see them and want to boney or have stick legs. As far as a sense of "superiority" goes, I guess I sort of feel that way when I get complimented on my size. I guess it's not so much a feeling of "I'm better than you," but a feeling of strength and something that I can do. It's sort of like, I'm tiny, that's how and who I am.