Being a single mom does not afford me the opportunity for staying home with my girls. It's tough sometimes. Being the only parent, I feel I go from one job to the next. My kids don't often get the best of me because I am so tired from the "day" job. But I do my best. Some days I do better than others. The weekends are "makeup" days to spend time with them that is more meaningful. I am glad you have this awesome opportunity! I would take it if I could :) Never, ever be ashamed. We are both good moms!