Thanks Joanna,

I have told her that I don't want to stop working with her and that she has helped me so much already and I don't get why she would stop working with me because of this one thing, when we can still work on other things (she wants to know what other things).  She has really helped me, and she can continue to help me, even if I don't gain those stupid 4 lbs she says I have to gain.

We have gone through this weighing cycle over and over again for the past few years and it never gets us anywhere.  It gets me annoyed, mad and frustrated and I'm sure it gets her frustrated, but I have no desire to change my weight, nor do I think it's necessary, nor do I really believe that I need to change the way I eat.  (More variety, yes, but that's it).  It's like the tape player is on repeat. 

I know I had more to say but I can't think of it.