no, Joanna, he actually quite brushed me

no, Joanna, he actually quite brushed me off. Made some quick comments about how stressful the holidays can be...told me to try and stress less. I was lucky to get the EKG the way he was acting so flippant. I see my psychiatrist tomorrow and will talk to her about this..both to process how he dismissed my eating disorder and the subsequent effect it has had on me, and to make sure she thinks I am ok. I am trying to get better here...I almost wished he had shaken me and screamed at me to stop being so stupid lol...but then, I am glad he didn't because maybe it's not so bad.