Joanna, that made me cry! I think everyone who suffers with ED has a journey to make, that takes them from a place of blocking out our feelings/thoughts/emotions to being able to admit them to ourselves, then our therapist, then one or two close friends, and I know for me, ultimately, it would be nice to be able to be so comfortable with myself, that I can be completely open, and always express my true thoughts and feelings to those who require that of me. I think an honest, open, person is a powerful person...and as you reach inside to try to find that openess and sincerity that people need from you, you are beginning to realise just how powerful that is. I remember asking you about "the beauty in vulnerability" as I didn't get it at the time, but I see it now, and I believe that if you allow yourself to be that open person, and reveal that vulnerability - the beauty in that will absolutely blow people away! You're a very special lady Joanna!