Joanna I have thown out until I am bl

Joanna I have thown out until I am blue. I began with the tarot cards, dark morose poetry that denounced God, the super skinny clothes. It's paper and textbooks and stacks of bills. My weight improved when my mom died, but many other aspects of my life hit the fan so to speak. What is amazing is that the master bedroom is in the children's area of my home and it is clean and neat. I have accepted that children are not part of my life plan. The guest room which is neat as a pin is in the wealth corner. The areas that are my biggest challenges are travel/helpful friends, career, knowledge, and family. Lost another fish in the aquarium that sits in the family area of my house. No great loss. I've been waiting for them to die for a while now. When I was gung ho about an aquarium, I couldn't keep a fish alive to save my life. Now that I am ready to dismantle the thing the fish will not die.