I'm not really into journaling. Blogging is about as close as I get to it, but I guess that's a bit different. It's just that I am not going to gain the weight that she wants me to gain, therefore she will fire me, so why should I care anymore about faking gaining the weight? I shouldn't because eventually, like when I wear shorts on Friday when she weighs me instead of the heavy jeans I've been wearing, she's going to see that I'm not near where she thinks I am weightwise.