I think I am preparing. There are severa

I think I am preparing. There are several areas of my life that I am not happy with..my job, my finances, some relationships. However, despite this, my attitude is improving. I am able to stress less and be more grateful for what I do have. When I was starving myself all the time, I couldn't appreciate my children well, I couldn't appreciate the beauty of a gorgeous day, I had no energy for anything. But now I am able to think more clearly. Deal with issues with less anxiety. Appreciate and find beauty in things I never would have before. I am also trying to deal with relationships that I have problems with. I am especially trying this with my mom.