Dear PTC, Maybe you are more near the awareness threat than you can appreciate. A woman living a rich and happy life with her husband and children needs to invest a tremendous amount of caring, courage, time and energy into her family and her own well being. Your eating disorder ways would suffer. You would have to be more in your life with your family than in your life with your eating disorder. Maybe you didn't know that this was a tradeoff you've been making. Eating disorders can cost you your dreams.