Why is it that I just like to be alone when I'm upset about something?  I know that I tend to lose my appetite when something happens that upsets me.  Things I worry about in my future are my parents dying and my cats dying and how I'm not going to be able to handle it.  (Both my parents are in good health, but I often have the thought of them not being around).  I'm afraid that I'm just not going to eat at all and I might end up worse (ED wise) than ever.  Yet, I'll still want to be left alone.